the last time i lost a very very very close friend was during my sec school days. wait, i think it was the only time where i had ever lost a friend. and somehow its the whole ego part where both of us didnt want to admit how it could actually happen when we used to be inseparable. it just felt okay to distance ourselves from each other and start hanging out with different group of friends. and the question as to why that could happen still remains a huge question mark. we've never asked, neither have the both of us talked about it. it just comes to a point where saying "hello" "bye" "nak pegi mane" was enough. beyond the whole mutual queations it got tense so we'd rather avoid the situation.
and on my side, the most simplest explaination was just,
it was just for the better and i could live with that.
i dont know why but HELLO DEJAVU.
but i dont think this time round i could live with that.
oihgay i gotta go for that majlis "sarungkan cincin" over at g-ma's
FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MY BIBIK IS GETTING MARRIED SOON!!!!!!!!>
we've all been waiting for this day.
since i was errrmm 5?
i remembered telling her every year, that when she get married i wanna be the one of those little girls who have the best jobs of holding the flower and just smiling for the camera.
oh well but im 18 now, i doubt i can do that now.
oh can i?
hehe
